Why did I fucking look at that, making myself depressed and trying to fight off this anxiety attack is absolutely failing. I honesty don’t think you’ll feel that way with me and it’s the worst feeling ever. I don’t even know how to feel right now, I mean I guess I can’t expect you to fall in love with me… It’s me. I’m do confused I keep telling myself and making myself think that you do feel that way or you will but then I get the rudest awakening and reality hits and I realize that you don’t and you most likely won’t.